I was asked in May to write a blog for the church’s blog
site. Since that time I have asked God, “Lord, what am I supposed to write
about?” and His answer has continued to be, “You’ll figure it out.” Even sitting down to write this, I thought I might know what I was supposed to write
about.
I thought I was going to be blogging about Pastor Mitch’s
sermon from last Sunday, June 10th, and what God spoke to me during
the sermon. While I’ll be mentioning it
a little later, it has transformed into something completely different as I’ve
began to type.
Sunday, Pastor Mitch posed the question, “Are you eating
from the right tree?” Pastor Mitch did a
great job of defining the trees; one tree being the word of God and what He
says is truth, and the other tree being the tree of knowledge of good and
evil—the tree of what the world says.
For many, I’m sure they were able to
understand this just from this explanation. I’m not always like that. I found
myself saying, “Okay, Lord. I believe Your word is true, so where am I missing
it?”
He showed me two examples where this applies. He said, “The wrong tree is
the doctors telling you, you are sick and dying. I am the tree of life. The
wrong tree is the world saying you’re poor and defeated. I am the tree saying
you are prosperous and victorious.” The examples can go on and on.
I’m an analytical learner. I like details, examples,
metaphors and visuals. This is the way God speaks to me. He is either giving me check points, using
examples in my life or visually showing me things and saying, “it’s like this”.
His voice is always the same, but His tone changes. For me, it’s been patient,
friendly, chiding, or humorous. It just depends on what He’s saying and how
long He’s been saying it. Sometimes He’s my Father, and sometimes He’s just
speaking as my friend.
In church we’ve been
talking about prayer lately, and how we pray. As a family, we have set times
during the day where we pray; morning, meal times and bedtime. We use these
prayer times to thank God for what He’s done, what He’s doing and what He
continues to do.
If a problem presents itself throughout the day I thank Him
for providing me His patience, strength and wisdom in helping me through the
situation. If I get a prayer request from a friend or someone else I pray very
similarly. I provide scripture to the person and let them know what I’m
agreeing to believe with them on and that God receives all the glory for it.
I’ve found myself asking, do I pray enough, and do I pray the right way. His
response to me was, “Praying isn’t just ‘God help me; God, do this; God, do
that, God, why won’t you do this; God, why won’t you do that.’
Prayer is
communion with Me. It’s showing respect and knowing what I do for you and
knowing what I’ll keep doing for you. As a parent, as an employer, as a person
in a position of authority, or as a friend - would you want your children,
employees, subordinates, or friends to continually bring all their problems to
you for you to fix them? No. You want them to use what you have given them, use
what you have taught them to solve their own problems. If you have given your word on something,
it’s okay if they remind you of it because you want them to know you care for
them and they can depend and rely on you to honor your word. You want them to
talk to you and share with you things they find important, just as I do with
you.”
He went on to tell me how much
time I don’t even realize I am talking to Him and with Him just because it’s
become a ‘normal’ part of my day. He told me it’s okay and He’s pleased, and
that made me smile.
At the beginning of
the year, the Lord shared with me that I was being selfish by not sharing with
others what he speaks and has spoken to me.
I made a commitment to share and have honored that commitment.
Today, he
wanted me to share that He speaks to each of us differently in a way that is
most beneficial to each of us. There is no right or wrong way to hear from Him.
If you are confused rather you’re hearing Him or not, He says if whatever he’s
said, or instructed you to do or change is followed with a feeling of peace,
it’s Him.
by: Jessica Carlisle